Monday, October 30
went sakura with my sweeties that day. (:
celebrated my birthday.
had so much fun.
laughing,
peeping at ppl,
shouting,
screaming,
eating,
running abt,
cam-whoring.
and they are SO SWEET.
they took a uper small piece of black forest cake.
and asked for a candle.
they promised me they will not sing the b'day song out loud.
but they lied to me.
they shouted the whole song.
and then SCREAMED and clap LOUDLY after the song.
tmd. =\
and strangers eating there also cheered for me.
everyone cheering.
even those we duno one. (:
i swear i got so embarassed that i hid under the table.
and we went into the nursing room in some toilet.and we took plenty of photos there.
LOVES. <3
and my b'day present from vivien was a pair of heels.
a bloody 80 dollars wedges.
and they made me walk with it.
resulting in many many blisters. :(
but its like a BIG achivement for me lahh. (:
cuz i know if i fall, they will be catching hold of me. ((:
and of cuz, i L-O-V-E the girl hu always entertains me. ((:
ate anderson ice cream with vivien.
she paid for it of cuz.
oh ya,
vivien and shiya locked inside the nursing room when me and pingy came out for the washrooms.
in the end,
me and pingy ran all the way up and down WITH HEELS to find help.
LOL.
its damn funny. ((:
and lastly,i'll end the post with the nicest pic of me and mydearest. (:
what we could have been, 10/30/2006 09:31:00 PM.
Sunday, October 29
menstrual week. =\
very severe cramps.
pain till i cry that day.
went tuition with my sweeties yst.
went inter with gal.
cuz pingy went nadiah's hse for hari raya celebration.
took cab with gal.
i went over to pass him some notes.
hais.
a BIG disappointment.
shan't say much.
its only for me to know.
after meeting him,
i sat ard that area.
called jing peng down.
to watch me cry. =\
and to bring down some tissues.
aiya,
just felt like a big big fool.
guess all he wan is me forgetting him.
den i shall do it.
have been tinking of it tis few nights.
i guess, its really time to let go.
there's reali no point animore.
no point waiting.
no point crying.
since everything he told me was just a lie.
i came across tis MV.
tui hou, by jay.
in this mv,
yes, jay do love hebe alot.
but just because of his stubborn mind,
and his ego,
he did not let hebe know how he was feeling,
hebe left him in the end.
married to another guy,
and gave birth to a lil boy.
some guys are just like tis.
just because of their strong ego,
they just let someone whom they love so much to just leave them like tis.
is the sentence "i love you" that hard to say?
it's always like tis,
dun regret when it's too late.
i'm not pin-pointing anione.
just a opinion of mine. (:
today,
planned to go expo hall for some concert.
featuring s.h.e and some other stars.
but gave it a miss.
myprecious is not free.
mon has no one to accompany.
girl and xb dun wanna go.
and i can't bear to see my mom stand thru out the whole concert.
just to accompany me watch.
i had 5 tickets.
all wasted. =\
aniway,
my birthday is just 4 days away.
wished for so mani things.
but i shan't say it out now.
i dun wan my love ones to be broke. (:
perhaps,
i just wan ALL of them to stay by my side forever. ((:
oh ya,
i'm celebrating my b'day with my sweeties tml.
at sakura.
LOVES. <3
will definately take lots of pics.
hmmph,
celebrating with sweeties tml.
myprecious wanna celebrate with me too.
i guess my girls also planning to go out with me.
someone's missing.
but, nahs.
i guess he wun bother.
perhaps, he has already forgotten abt it.
WEEE~~
den i shall congrats him too. (:
STOP being sarcastic, zy.
alright..
3am now.
time for MUGGING. ((:
//pats on my shoulder.
i'll never forget the way you slam your door at me.
i'll never understand what hides beneath your smile.
its just too hard to comprehend.
what we could have been, 10/29/2006 09:59:00 PM.
Friday, October 27
woke up at 11 in the morning.
due to some reason.
i made myself woke up that early.
in the end,
i just felt like a fool.
seriously.
dun give me hopes for nothing.
i dunno whether i'm contradicting myself.
or you are contradicting yourself.
i duno what's on ur mind.
sometimes,
you gave me a feeling that you wan me to wait.
on the other hand,
you gave me attitude.
giving me a hint to stop waiting for you.
pls give me a way out.
tell me how and what to do.
really.
what's the point of getting angry?
what's the point of getting jealous?
what's the point of waking up so early to wait for you?
tell me now, what's the point?
ARGH.
he's driving me mad. :(
had a great chat with myprecious.
that silly boy is so cute.
and he called me cuz he was missing me.
but the real reason was, he was bored.
tmd. =\
and i became the "suay kia".
he said lots of goddamn sweet stuffs.
he made me fly again. (:
somehow, we are closer than before.
there's so much common interest in both of us.
and we have endless stuffs to chat abt. (:
he knows everything abt me.
and i know everything abt him too.
aiya,
frankly speaking,
we both are in the same situation lahh.
love someone but unsure abt that person's feeling.
hope things will be fine for both me and him. (:
lastly,i LOVE myprecious. <33
and i'm still waiting.
for YOU.
lots of misses.
what we could have been, 10/27/2006 11:22:00 PM.
Thursday, October 26
it has been a long time since i blogged.
i'm just lazy.
and also when i'm blogging,
i tends to make myself settle down.
which i dun wan to.
i will never leave myself alone again.
i will keep myself occupied with things.
i dun wan those repeating images to come after me again.
went mugging with manda that day.
photos taken to show evidence of mugging. (:
i'm just lazy.
and also when i'm blogging,
i tends to make myself settle down.
which i dun wan to.
i will never leave myself alone again.
i will keep myself occupied with things.
i dun wan those repeating images to come after me again.
went mugging with manda that day.
photos taken to show evidence of mugging. (:
met my mom for lunch during weekends.
someirratingincident, someirratingppl.
ARGH.
shan't comment much.
stop wasting your time asking me those questions.
my answer will always be "NO".
there's no use forcing me.
i've nothing to fear aniway.
so, dun waste my and your phone bills.
thanks arhs, but i'm not as rich as you. (:
bye bye.
pls get out of my life,
cuz i'm out of your life. (:
i LS for almost 9 times yst.
i duno wot's wrong with me.
in the end,
only ate mouthful of food for the whole day.
since wotever i eat will eventually come out within 30 mins. =
stomach cramp due to the runs.
couldn't get to sleep last night.
therefore waking up late tis morning.
my dad told me that i said..
"nahs, no school today. there's probably no skool today."
when he tried to wake me up.
LOL.
in the end,
i woke up at 7 plus.
and reached skool at 8.15.
chatted the whole day.
slacked in the canteen.
eating our last meal in skool.
cam-whoring in toilets.
running here and there.
i had so much fun with manda and bong LAHH. (:
aniway,
after getting the title of "uncoolest uniform in sg" ,
our skool finally decided to change our uniform.
but, the 5 choices sucks more than the current uniform.
LOL.
the first one;
everything remain same, but colour of collar change to yellow!
second one;
collar remain same, but uni colour change to yellow.
third one;
light yellow as base, brown stripes along it.
fourth one;
i duno how to explain, but it looks exactly like the uniform of XXX cleaning company.
fifth one;
light version of our current uni, but with bigger grids.
omfg.
its damn ugly.
i'm just very fortunate that i'm leaving bgss in a month's time. (:
anyway,
S401i. (:
anyway, i made this ferrero rocher rose myself.
hard to do, but manage to make it look like a rose. (:
i swear it's so sweet.
how nice if a bf gives his gf a bouquet of ferrero rocher roses. <33>omg. ((:
i also wan. :(
my family was influenced by me.
with that five-ten-fifteen game. (:
today, we played it during dinner time again.
and tis time round, i dun have to do the dishes. ((:
many things are happening.
myself,
mydearest is suffering from swollen red eyes with fever,
mypreciousdidi suffered from a heartbreak. and i swear there's something VERY wrong with him. cuz he no longer speaks like that old him. guess he wun accept some facts that quickly too. hope he will be fine soon. very soon.
i wan everyone whom i cherished to stay happy forever.
i'm trying very hard to stay strong.
you have proven to me that you are leading a very good life.
althought i know i can't do as well as you, but i'll try.
on the other hand, i guess i'll still be waiting.
regardless whether you promise me or not.
i've made up my mind. and no one gonna change it. (:
what we could have been, 10/26/2006 03:13:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 25
i'll blog tml.
i'm very tired.
what we could have been, 10/25/2006 12:05:00 AM.
Sunday, October 22
went for tuition today.
did maths paper.
it was damn boring.
that irrating guy replaced sherley.
and i swear i hate him.
and i guess he hates me too.
just because i say guys are bad,
he said girls are cheap.
and i stared at him.
disappointed when he's reali not outside.
but acted asif nothing happened.
not wanting them to worry for me.
had lunch with them.
i miss him badly.
went out with folks at night.
skipped dinner, as usual
i didn't want to,
but i'm reali not hungry.
came home,
accompanied daddy to walk ah boy down.
but my real motive was the swing.
i wasn't feeling very well.
and i need some time alone.
so i sat on the swing while dad walk ah boy.
the playground was empty and quiet.
felt lonely when i was swinging.
images and thoughts flashed thru.
and i broke down.
this is the 12497135 times i broke down.
i know tis would happen after that day.
he will definately not keep his promise.
told me that everything will still be the same.
told me that he will still care for me.
asif.
i hate it, seriously.
ur promises are just lies.
like how you gave me hope in the first place.
making me falling into ur trap again.
and leaving me to face facts which i dun wan to face like you used to do.
you showed me attitude last night.
and i guess, you blocked me.
was that ur "everythingwillstillbethesame" meaning?
dun try to lie,
girl's instinct never lie.
perhaps thats your way to make me forget you.
sorry but to say, this method doesn't work on me.
the way you are treating me will only make me feel worst.
and its NOT making me forgetting you.
after wot has happen yst,
i was feeling very bad.
i attempt to cut myself.
but i failed in the end.
cuz firstly, i lost my name tag.
secondly, he appeared in my mind.
i remember he told me that he hates it cuz someone also did that to threaten him.
in the end, it only lead to hatred.
i was feeling bad enough last night.
and some irratingasshole called me.
and he acted asif he knows me very well.
trying to chat with me.
for goodness sake, just get lost.
i'm not YOURS.
i dun have to report everything to you.
you're just looking for trouble.
ARGH.
he's really on my nerves.
its not the first time,
but million of times.
and if myBOY is here,
he will definately warn him. ((:
but of cuz,
it will again bring in lots of trouble.
as usual. =\
how i wish.....
sighhs.
its 2.30am now.
and.. ARGH!
i'm going thru tis again and again.
take a gun and put it to my head.
let me get over with it.
if thats the case,
i wun be missing you that badly right now.
what we could have been, 10/22/2006 01:48:00 AM.
Saturday, October 21
skipped skool in the morning.
sat at 761 alone.
cried as usual when he did not turn up.
i sounded silly.
i was the one hu rejected meeting him,
and yet, i cried like a lil girl.
wotadumbass.
went bugis seoul garden to celebrate shiya's b'day.
although it's 3 days away,
but we make it earlier.
cuz she has LOTS of appointment after that.
i guess i would break down again after tuition tml.
knowing the fact that he no longer wait for me outside.
sat at 761 alone.
cried as usual when he did not turn up.
i sounded silly.
i was the one hu rejected meeting him,
and yet, i cried like a lil girl.
wotadumbass.
went bugis seoul garden to celebrate shiya's b'day.
although it's 3 days away,
but we make it earlier.
cuz she has LOTS of appointment after that.
my dearest. (:
i was commanded to peel prawns. TMD.
and only she entertains me when i wanted to take photos. ((:
planned to wear that outfit on my next anni der, but.. no more chance lerr.
i had a big quarrel with my parents.
cried when quarrelling with them.
i felt guilty shouting at them.
they meant well, i know it.
and i cried further when i was chatting with mydearest.
she just understands me THAT well.
and never fails to see thru wot i was tinking deep in my heart.
and she is always the one hu is always dere when i broke down because of someone.
she told me, "it is a scar, no longer a wound."
wot ever she told me is always true.
and she never hides truth from me.
cuz she dun wan her girl to be hurt animore.
and i cried f-king hard when i thought of someone.
how i wish i could call him and whine at him,
like how i used to do so.
but i could no longer do that.
i miss him badly.
and i just couldn't face the fact that he left my life just like that.
and now, i had a pair of puffy eyes.
shit, seriously.
i guess i would break down again after tuition tml.
knowing the fact that he no longer wait for me outside.
ihateHARSHreality.
what we could have been, 10/21/2006 12:25:00 AM.
Thursday, October 19
cried when talking to somebody.
i just cannot make it.
seriously.
i'm just a fool.
i wanted to see him so much,
and yet,
i rejected to meet him.
iamthebiggestfoolintheworld.
i dun wanna be ur friend.
i dun wanna be ur sister.
you'll never understand wot i am tinking.
onlymytearsaccompanymetobed.
sighhs.
i just cannot make it.
seriously.
i'm just a fool.
i wanted to see him so much,
and yet,
i rejected to meet him.
iamthebiggestfoolintheworld.
i dun wanna be ur friend.
i dun wanna be ur sister.
you'll never understand wot i am tinking.
onlymytearsaccompanymetobed.
sighhs.
what we could have been, 10/19/2006 11:52:00 PM.
practical exam today.
and i screwed it up.
food tests didn't came out.
and i guess somehow, i'm gonna fail. =\
it isn't a good day for me.
i'm still learning to accept some facts.
you never know how i feel when you whispered "byebyejiejie" in my ears.
you will never know.
never.
what we could have been, 10/19/2006 03:12:00 PM.
everything has came to a end.
i still cannot accept the facts.
i need some time to sort things out.
i cried and cried.
no matter where i go.
till my eyes went swallon like a gold fish.
good friends.
bf
i'm tinking too much.
its kind of impossible now.
that thing i reali bothering me.
it causes a big PMS in me today.
and i became more emo.
i shouted at my parents twice within 4 hours.
and i feel guilty abt it.
of cuz,
i cried after shouting at them.
and when i tink abt him,
i cried further. =\
i guess i will be going thru THAT period of time once again.
this time round,
i duno how long will i take to get over it.
get a gun and shot into my head.
let me get over with it.
i still cannot accept the facts.
i need some time to sort things out.
i cried and cried.
no matter where i go.
till my eyes went swallon like a gold fish.
bf
i'm tinking too much.
its kind of impossible now.
that thing i reali bothering me.
it causes a big PMS in me today.
and i became more emo.
i shouted at my parents twice within 4 hours.
and i feel guilty abt it.
of cuz,
i cried after shouting at them.
and when i tink abt him,
i cried further. =\
i guess i will be going thru THAT period of time once again.
this time round,
i duno how long will i take to get over it.
get a gun and shot into my head.
let me get over with it.
what we could have been, 10/19/2006 12:04:00 AM.
Tuesday, October 17
study with manda today.
made so much noises.
making fun of 2 anglican student studying Amaths in front of us.
parted with manda at 6.30.
waited for bus 18 alone.
sat alone at the back of the bus.
my mind is like a whirlpool.
staring into air throughout the whole journey.
occationally stopping to ask myself wot am i tinking abt.
seriously, i dunno the answer myself.
little did i know i had missed my stop.
sat all the way till my mom calls me on the phone.
before i could realised,
i've already reach tamp inter.
in the end,
i reached home at 8.30.
i have no idea,
my life seemsblank. LOST.
i miss you.
sighhs.
made so much noises.
making fun of 2 anglican student studying Amaths in front of us.
parted with manda at 6.30.
waited for bus 18 alone.
sat alone at the back of the bus.
my mind is like a whirlpool.
staring into air throughout the whole journey.
occationally stopping to ask myself wot am i tinking abt.
seriously, i dunno the answer myself.
little did i know i had missed my stop.
sat all the way till my mom calls me on the phone.
before i could realised,
i've already reach tamp inter.
in the end,
i reached home at 8.30.
i have no idea,
my life seems
i miss you.
sighhs.
what we could have been, 10/17/2006 10:21:00 PM.
seen myBOY today.
somehow,
i felt a difference in him.
i duno how to explain.
but just a feeling.
i have a bad feeling abt tml.
i dun wanna hear stuffs which i hate most.
i dun wanna break down again.
i dun wanna go thru those stuffs again.
the more he keep to himself,
the more i dun feel good abt it.
pls bless me that everything will be alrite tml.
what we could have been, 10/17/2006 02:40:00 PM.
Sunday, October 15
visited the doctor yst.
prescribed 3 medicine.
including cough mixture.
and it taste YUCKY.
"
my doctor told me tis.
he just know me too well. (:
ate medicine after lunch.
wanted to study F&N.
but doze off on my computer chair instead.
drowsy effect.
resulting in a UPER stiff neck when i woke up. =\
ate dim sum for dinner with folks at changi.
wanted to spot some ah gua but there's none. =\
myBOY;
stacie orrico - i promise
183 club - gan qing xian
this 2 songs reali shows how i feel currently.
i have a feeling that you're walking away.
but there's nothing i could do.
i smiled at you and pretend,
pretended nothing has happen.
resulting in a UPER stiff neck when i woke up. =\
ate dim sum for dinner with folks at changi.
wanted to spot some ah gua but there's none. =\
myBOY;
stacie orrico - i promise
183 club - gan qing xian
this 2 songs reali shows how i feel currently.
i have a feeling that you're walking away.
but there's nothing i could do.
i smiled at you and pretend,
pretended nothing has happen.
crying myself to bed.
urge to cut myself.
refusing to eat dinner.
guess i'm going thru this again..
by myself.
i miss you,
badly.
i wanted to understand you more.
but you refuse to let me do so.
i'm like a stranger to you now.
what ever the reason is,
can you tell me?
i dun like to find out truths myself.
i rather you telling it to me.
sighhs.
what we could have been, 10/15/2006 11:57:00 PM.
Saturday, October 14
after those tears i've shed,
after those sad stuffs,
after those struggling dilemmas.
no matter how mani more times you will ask,
i will still choose to stick with you. (:
no matter wot.
we've decided on a path we both agreed.
and i'll be waiting for you. (:
let's work hard towards our target.
a target we both aimed for.
i will always be ur babygirl.
and you will always be myBOY.
-a truth that will never change-
although i couldn't bear to do so.
but it will benefit us, definately. (:
no matter wot,
i still love myBOY. (:
after those sad stuffs,
after those struggling dilemmas.
no matter how mani more times you will ask,
i will still choose to stick with you. (:
no matter wot.
we've decided on a path we both agreed.
and i'll be waiting for you. (:
let's work hard towards our target.
a target we both aimed for.
i will always be ur babygirl.
and you will always be myBOY.
-a truth that will never change-
although i couldn't bear to do so.
but it will benefit us, definately. (:
no matter wot,
i still love myBOY. (:
what we could have been, 10/14/2006 11:37:00 PM.
no schooling today.
slept till 12. (:
didn't went out with manda.
but hope she likes the present we gave her.
happy birthday, manda. (:
didn't went to visit a doctor today.
pure laziness. =\
and i'm sure myBOY is gonna nag me again for not seeing a doctor. (:
and worst still..
i attempted to commit suicide further by eating potato chips and curry puff for lunch.
i shall keep my fingers crossed,
hoping myBOY doesn't scold me. =X
wanted to mug today.
but i'm just very lazy.
glued myself to the tv.
all the way till now. =\
myBOY left me alone at home.
he headed for slayer concert at expo with his bestie.
i'm rotting.
i'm missing him badly.
"i cant promise i wun leave you.
but for now, i wont. (:"
he never hides the truth from me.
he wans me to face the truths.
with him, hand in hand. (:
thats one of the reasons why i love him. ((:
LOVES. <3
what we could have been, 10/14/2006 12:05:00 AM.
Thursday, October 12
graduation day today.
didn't cry.
but took lots of photos. ((:
upload when manda sends me.
daddy is nagging me.
guess he's against it also.
i tink he saw myBOY today.
ARGH.
i dun wanna bother animore.
i've made up my mind,
no one can stop me.
and i'm gonna work towards it.
for SURE.
myBOY;
i've grown up.
more easily contented.
no matter which girl you spoke to,
which girl you smiled at,
i will just forget everything when you held my hands, so tightly.
boy, no one trust you as much as i do. (:
just hold my hands,
as tight as you can.
just look into my eyes,
like i'm the only girl in your world.
just smile widely at me,
and i'll melt in ur hands.
LOVES. <3
didn't cry.
but took lots of photos. ((:
upload when manda sends me.
daddy is nagging me.
guess he's against it also.
i tink he saw myBOY today.
ARGH.
i dun wanna bother animore.
i've made up my mind,
no one can stop me.
and i'm gonna work towards it.
for SURE.
myBOY;
i've grown up.
more easily contented.
no matter which girl you spoke to,
which girl you smiled at,
i will just forget everything when you held my hands, so tightly.
boy, no one trust you as much as i do. (:
just hold my hands,
as tight as you can.
just look into my eyes,
like i'm the only girl in your world.
just smile widely at me,
and i'll melt in ur hands.
LOVES. <3
what we could have been, 10/12/2006 11:10:00 PM.
Wednesday, October 11
received our class tee today.
its damn nice i swear. (:
its even nicer than our camp shirt. =\
graduation day is tml.
and i know i'm gonna cry like duck tml.
i'm gonna take LOTS of photos. (:
i guess i will miss EVERYONE after tml.
my forever-precious 1E2;2E2.
my LOVED 3E5;4E5.
my basketballers.
my girls.
my classmates.
p/s.
i'm VERY worried for mynaggyahma.
wondering wot's wrong with her.
her lips are sealed.
we shall give her more time.
bong, we are here for you. always. (:
i waited with anxiety.
till the sky falls w/o me noticing.
make me smile once more,
myBOY.
its damn nice i swear. (:
its even nicer than our camp shirt. =\
graduation day is tml.
and i know i'm gonna cry like duck tml.
i'm gonna take LOTS of photos. (:
i guess i will miss EVERYONE after tml.
my forever-precious 1E2;2E2.
my LOVED 3E5;4E5.
my basketballers.
my girls.
my classmates.
p/s.
i'm VERY worried for mynaggyahma.
wondering wot's wrong with her.
her lips are sealed.
we shall give her more time.
bong, we are here for you. always. (:
i waited with anxiety.
till the sky falls w/o me noticing.
make me smile once more,
myBOY.
what we could have been, 10/11/2006 11:24:00 PM.
Tuesday, October 10
i'll make tis entry short.
i'm not feeling very well.
the bloodyhellhaze is making EVERYONE sick.
%^&*$#%@^<*&)!>
went myBOY's hse early in the morning.
i pon the first lesson. =\
fell asleep in his arms. (:
reached skool at 10 plus.
took mani photos.
preparing some stuffs for graduation day. (:
i'm just afraid i dun have enough time.
ARGH.
aniway,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsxY9Nh0cAE
our CRAZIEST video. (:
i miss my girls.
i will only be attracted to the lips which has passion fruit lip butter smell on it. <3
i'm not feeling very well.
the bloodyhellhaze is making EVERYONE sick.
%^&*$#%@^<*&)!>
went myBOY's hse early in the morning.
i pon the first lesson. =\
fell asleep in his arms. (:
reached skool at 10 plus.
took mani photos.
preparing some stuffs for graduation day. (:
i'm just afraid i dun have enough time.
ARGH.
aniway,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bsxY9Nh0cAE
our CRAZIEST video. (:
i miss my girls.
i will only be attracted to the lips which has passion fruit lip butter smell on it. <3
what we could have been, 10/10/2006 11:54:00 PM.
Monday, October 9
myBOY is so cute today.
he gave me kisses on my forehead.
thinking that it will ease the spinning headache. (:
i just LOVE him to chunks. (:
he just know me too well.
iHATESitwhenyoutalkbadabthim.
iHATESitwhenyouhateshim.
dunmakemeHATEyou.
look into the future, pls. (:
i know in the eyes of myBOY,
i am the one. (:
i know when myBOY says he love someone,
i am the one. (:
i know deep in his heart,
i am the only one. (:
LOVES. <3
what we could have been, 10/09/2006 11:51:00 PM.
nothing much happen today.
just that the haze which gone up to PSI 150 has caused me a very BAD sore throat.
and it lead to a headache nw.
my head is spinning.
like a windmill.
and i felt the hotness on my forehead. =\
and i know,
flu and cough will follow up very soon.
:(
its not a good news as Os are reaching.
1 month more to go.
and everything will be over.
i wanna stay up for my revisions.
but with my head spinning, i doubt i can do it nw.
BOY;
i know i know.
all you did is for my own good.
you wanna change me into a perfect girl.
a perfect girl whom has no flaws.
give me time.
i'll change.
for SURE, i promise.
for YOU, definately. (:
i fall deeper when i gaze at you lovingly.
i wanna store ur face deep in my mind.
so that i could smile to myself whenever i tink of you. (:
LOVES. <3
what we could have been, 10/09/2006 12:22:00 AM.
Sunday, October 8
caught rob-b-hood with myBOY today.
it was quite funny.
and the baby was UPER adorable. (:
i'm very sleepy now.
dun wanna blog animore.
=\
boy;
i wanna stop all quarrellings.
pls have trust in urself and me.
pls believe that you have not choose the wrong path.
i dun wan all our efforts to be wasted.
i've always believe we're fated.
let's reali start afresh again.
tears.
broken hearts.
swallon eyes.
i reali LOVE you.
i dun care what others say.
i'm just following my heart.
i dun wanna be apart with you again.
what we could have been, 10/08/2006 12:01:00 AM.
Saturday, October 7
had a BIG quarrel with myBOY tis afternoon.
we nearly went into diff paths again.
cried in the bus.
cried when talking to him.
till my eyes went puffy.
i'm so sorry myBOY.
<3
and nw,
he told me he had a broken heart.
cuz i cried too much.
aww..
he's just that sweet. (:
i swear we'll never be apart again;
i will never let you go again;
it isn't easy being together again;
we both can't afford to lose each other again;
i dun wanna go thru that period of time again;
i dun wanna lose you again.
we nearly went into diff paths again.
cried in the bus.
cried when talking to him.
till my eyes went puffy.
i'm so sorry myBOY.
<3
and nw,
he told me he had a broken heart.
cuz i cried too much.
aww..
he's just that sweet. (:
i swear we'll never be apart again;
i will never let you go again;
it isn't easy being together again;
we both can't afford to lose each other again;
i dun wanna go thru that period of time again;
i dun wanna lose you again.
what we could have been, 10/07/2006 12:43:00 AM.
Friday, October 6
celebrating wee chang's bday that night.
gave him 3 surprises.
1) a UPER red oh-biang lipstick.
2) a choc cake.
3) 16 hotdogs with 16 diff sauces.
we had so much fun that night.
making so much noise.
while waiting for him,
we took lots of pics. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOTDOG. (:
okay.
in conclusion..
wee chang had to eat the hotdogs with 16 diff sauces.
and had to guess the sauces correctly.
or else,
his face will be smashed with cake. (:
we prepared..
1) salt.
2) pepper.
3) tar tar sauce.
4) mayo.
5) oyster sauce.
6) kaya.
7) garlic chilli.
8) sweet chill.
9) cheese.
10) tomato cause.
11) tobasco.
12) thousand island dressing.
13) wasabi.
14) curry sauce.
15) barbeque sauce.
16) sugar.
LOL.
yeah..
and he had to eat it.
i guess we're abit too much.
but whatever..
we had so much fun. (:
in the end,
he became so dirty.
and had to wear raj's top home.
cuz we drew stuffs on his p.e shirt. =x
i'm missing myBOY right nw. :(
gave him 3 surprises.
1) a UPER red oh-biang lipstick.
2) a choc cake.
3) 16 hotdogs with 16 diff sauces.
we had so much fun that night.
making so much noise.
while waiting for him,
we took lots of pics. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOTDOG. (:okay.
in conclusion..
wee chang had to eat the hotdogs with 16 diff sauces.
and had to guess the sauces correctly.
or else,
his face will be smashed with cake. (:
we prepared..
1) salt.
2) pepper.
3) tar tar sauce.
4) mayo.
5) oyster sauce.
6) kaya.
7) garlic chilli.
8) sweet chill.
9) cheese.
10) tomato cause.
11) tobasco.
12) thousand island dressing.
13) wasabi.
14) curry sauce.
15) barbeque sauce.
16) sugar.
LOL.
yeah..
and he had to eat it.
i guess we're abit too much.
but whatever..
we had so much fun. (:
in the end,
he became so dirty.
and had to wear raj's top home.
cuz we drew stuffs on his p.e shirt. =x
i'm missing myBOY right nw. :(
what we could have been, 10/06/2006 11:55:00 PM.
Thursday, October 5
busy editting wee chang's b'day photo.
chatting to myBOY as well.
i'm a UPER happy girl today.
although its very rushy.
but we still have fun. (:
that smile on him;
LOVES. <3
had a heart-to-heart talk with myBOY.
he made me calm down.
and finally surrender to him. (:
i just dun wan him to leave me again.
he told her.
"i wanna spend my life with you forever."
the evil princess will not say she miss him animore.
cuz its for him to hear it personally from her heart. (:
what we could have been, 10/05/2006 11:36:00 PM.
busy with night studies tis few nights.
never even had a chance to blog.
its 3.15pm nw.
and i'm meeting manda at 4.30.
to buy wee chang's b'day cake.
and to prepare for the GAME. (:
i'll upload the pictures tml. (:
went fish & co yst.
with myBOY and zhenyi.
eat till so full.
its zhenyi's treat aniway. (:
i just tried waking up myBOY.
he's sleeping so soundly nw.
i had a hard time waking him up.
and he went back to sleep again.
guess he is reali tired lerr bahs.
his studies.
his classes.
his soccer game. =\
those things happen.
i shall let him sleep and not disturb him animore. (:
"ps: I'm not a poly student ok?? im just a young lil kid.. who l0ves this young lil girl name teo zhenying."
myBOY types tis. (:
he's just THAT sweet. <3
never even had a chance to blog.
its 3.15pm nw.
and i'm meeting manda at 4.30.
to buy wee chang's b'day cake.
and to prepare for the GAME. (:
i'll upload the pictures tml. (:
went fish & co yst.
with myBOY and zhenyi.
eat till so full.
its zhenyi's treat aniway. (:
i just tried waking up myBOY.
he's sleeping so soundly nw.
i had a hard time waking him up.
and he went back to sleep again.
guess he is reali tired lerr bahs.
his studies.
his classes.
his soccer game. =\
those things happen.
i shall let him sleep and not disturb him animore. (:
"ps: I'm not a poly student ok?? im just a young lil kid.. who l0ves this young lil girl name teo zhenying."
myBOY types tis. (:
he's just THAT sweet. <3
what we could have been, 10/05/2006 02:57:00 PM.
Monday, October 2
went jack's place with my boy on mon.
he wanted to give me a TOTALLY new experience.
had so much fun.
laughing so loudly like a ass as usual. (:
we ate so much that we can't even walk out of the place. bought a passion fruit lip butter.
its my DRUG.
i swear the smell makes me addicted.
daddy went to register ah boy.just in case that @ssh0l3 upstairs complaints AGAIN.
and ah boy's IC number is..
183651.
rofl.
my mummy's cake. (:
looks nice.
but taste, KNS.
pukes.
my BOY said..
"i love you."
for a thousand and million times today. (:
and i know he mean it. (:
what we could have been, 10/02/2006 11:07:00 PM.
